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[29 Apr 2008|09:35am]
so many ups and downs. so many ups and downs.
i hate work. i wish money would just appear in my bank account without me having to do anything.

chicago is looking, well, impossible.
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LA DI DA DI, WE LIKES TA PARTY [20 Apr 2008|07:48pm]

I can't stop listening to this song.
Today Steph and Tristan came to visit me at work. It was fun, and made work a little less sucky.

I don't know what to say.

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HELLOOOOO BIRMINGHAM! [17 Apr 2008|10:00am]
Tuesday night after class I rode with Kevin to Chicago to pick Jessica up from the airport. We didn't get home until 3 a.m.

Now get this, I had agreed to open the cafe for my boss so I had to be there at 5:30 a.m. Then I had to work until 2 p.m. Let me tell you, we got SO busy, I wanted to run away screaming. Or pass outfrom getting only 2 hours of sleep.

After that I hung out at my moms. My uncle is re-doing her kitchen. He knocked out one of the walls, it looks amazing! So much bigger. They also got a new fridge.

A couple hours later I went over to Lauren's house[a girl I work with]. Heather[our boss] and Eliana[another co-worker] came over and we made crepes! I brought egg replacer and soy milkto make vegan crepes. We drank wine and talked about a lot and had a good time. I love those girls.

It's nice that I have so many different groups of people to hangout with. There is never a dull moment. YOU TOO STEPHANIE! :D


I have recently met an amazing person. I don't want to get my hopes up but, because even if he doesn't like me well, he's fun to hang with. We have talked quite a bit the past couple bag. It's weird, i'm not supposed to like boys! Am I on drugs?

Angel, an amazing woman, gave me a couple of cds the other day. One of them is Ani's new 2-dics comp. called Canon. We are going to see her as soon as she plays near us. I CANNOT WAIT!

Apparently I can get into bars now. Last saturday like 15 of us went out to Hacienda for Angel and Nathaniel's birthday. I had some of Stephanie and Angel's margaritas. After that we went to Jovies where I had a 32 oz. Amberbock, rum and coke, 4 lemon drop shots, and other random beer. We sang a lot of karioke. It was the most fun ever and I was surrounded by new amazing people that I've only been hanging out with a couple of months.

I saw Aaron Clemenson there and talked his ear off. I also told him I loved him and gave him a big hug [which I do but I wouldn't have had the balls to do that if I was sober]. Sooooo I'm gonna go with it was good that I was drunk hahah.


I'm "working" at Ivy Tech so I have nothing to do other than talk about random things. Oh well one day I'll look back and remember all this. Remember how fucking sweet I was. HAHAHAHAHA

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woo! [14 Apr 2008|10:00pm]
life is pretty much the same since i last updated.
minus the fact that i have met a good handful of new people that i love.

i bought a tredmill from my boss for $150.
i want to get back into shape and start running 4 miles a day again.

i'm also limiting myself to only drinking one night a week, and it can't be beer. cause that will just fuck up me getting in shape.

i've cut back smoking. just a little. like 1 or 2 cigarettes less a day. one step at a time, i aint ready to give it up yet, hah.

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[09 Mar 2008|09:06am]
Haven't missed you.
But it has been almost a year since I've updated.
So basically, since last year I have:
moved into a SWEET apartment
taken lots of classes at ivy tech
started working at ivy tech
got a raise from the cafe
got a sleeve of cameras
got two cameras stolen
got a shit ton of money from insurance for the cameras
started an internship in chicago at sutton studios
decided to move to chicago with dan to attend the harrington college of design
got my car broken into

That's about it.

And in one week I go to Florida to get my chest tattooed by chance isbell and hangout with dan.
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[02 Aug 2007|09:23am]
I'm leaving for Florida in 2 hours. I'll be gone for 2 weeks. Stoked!
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[16 Jul 2007|09:10am]
can't get off this blink 182 kick. why did i ever stop listening to them?

i miss this person:

but soon enough i'll be in florida with him, just a couple more weeks! and it doesn't hurt that he owns the imperial and i'll be seeing xrepresentx, rhinocerous, xtothisdayx, knock em dead, the distance, bishop, the red baron, jump the shark, hoods, cdc, kids like us, bracewar, bitter end, blacklisted, shipwreck, ceremony, and a shit ton more over the two weeks i'll be there.

megan and i got an apartment, if things work out as planned we are moving in mid-august, somewhere around the 18th.

my summer class [fine arts-photog], just ended last thurs. and the next semester starts aug. 20th, i'll be taking studio practices and intermed. photog.

i'm wondering how much longer i'm going to be able to work at the cafe, everyone pisses me off so much there.
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[31 May 2007|10:01pm]
wow it has been over 2 months since i have even logged onto lj. i guess it's just not my thing.


go there to find out what's been up. lots a pictures goin on.

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[13 Mar 2007|08:46pm]
my parents are talking about how worthless paula abdul is. i'm laughing really hard.
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[09 Dec 2006|12:46pm]
Hatebreed was everything I had been waiting for since I was 13.
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[03 Dec 2006|02:40pm]
Sorry guys,


Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

I am temporarily deleting everyone from my journal, so if you're one of the few that still read my rare updates, just let me know and I will add you :]
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[03 Dec 2006|02:08pm]
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[27 Nov 2006|11:30pm]
Who wants to go to G Rap with me Dec. 8th to see Hatebreed?

I'm pretty sure I'm driving to KZOO and meeting up with Corey then we're going up. SO WHO IS DOWN. C'MON.
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DUDE WHERE THE UPDATES AT?! [21 Nov 2006|10:44pm]
I'm in luxury and relaxation heaven right now, you have no idea.

My mom and dad just left, they came over to watch House with me. This season is so intense I can't believe it.

I had my second face treatment today at Dr. Sadowi's Plastic Surgery and Aesthetic Center. It's like a spa there they treat you so good. They give you blankets if you're cold and they keep the lights really dim and play pretty music. I fell asleep the 3 different times they left the room. Oh and more importantly, my face is looking really a lot better and just feels healthier, which is good considering the huge amounts of money my parents are putting into these treatments and home regiments.

They played the funniest prank on miami ink just now. I still want to visit the shop, and I'm still in love with Ami James.

Speaking of Ami and Miami Ink I'm getting another tattoo. I did the drawing myself, it's something I used as apart of one of my art projects from last year. I'm going to let Mandi do this one because she has done some fantastic foot tattoos and she's better at shading than Glen, and this one will have a lot more shading than my birds. Plus I'm getting it in color. Eventually I want this to progress into a leg piece with a lake theme. My parents used to take Jeremy and I to Clear Lake all the time over the summer, so I've always been obsessed with canoeing and sail boating. I have a super cute picture of my dad, bro and I, infront of this sail boat we used to have, I want that on the side/front of my leg, accept I'll probably just get the boat, with some water and sand, and then have this picture of the birds flying up in the sky. I used to want this theme on my arm but my foot and leg will be a much better canvas for everything I want included.

As soon as the Courtney's get back from Montana and they pay me for house sitting I'm gonna go over to the shop to hang with Glen and Mand and take in my sketches so that hopefully by next weekend I'll have the start of this piece.

The left over money I have I'm gonna go Christmas shopping with. I need to but for Mom Dad and Jer, Christie Josh and Bubby. Hopefully I can find some good deals!
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[13 Nov 2006|03:09am]
things are good. i've been taking a lot of time to myself lately and dedicating 4 days out of my week to the gym to get back in shape. besides that school is going excellent. i'm still a procrastinator, and i have turned in most of my work late and haven't received the a's i deserve because of it. i'm not complaining though, it's my own fault. i'm only taking typograghy and fundamentals of design right now, but i love the assignments and the teachers. i've learned tons so far and have even taken it upon myself to do some design work out of school for some people my mom works with, and the business she works for. so that bit of extra money is nice. next semester i'm looking forward to my photography class, last time i took it was when i was a jr. in high school and some independent study last year as a senior. david sutton, a famous photographer and friend of the family, came to south bend recently and gave me an olympus om1 camera with 35-70mm zoom,
70-210 Macro zoom, 14mm extension tube (for Macro work), stand, and a new case and strap, and a few rolls of film!  WOW, very generous. I've been taking some pictures here and there, i can't wait to get them developed and see just how sweet this camera is. i may even ask hoover if i can come into one of his smaller drawing classes so i can develope it myself. hmm.

i never really write much in here, but i'm bored right now, so i might as well. 

i got a pomeranian fox terrier mix a few weeks ago, his name is tyrant. yes as
in xtyrantx, sure. he is a hand full sometimes and tests my patience, but i think
that's a good thing because i need to work on that anyway. he loves all other 
animals and lovvvves riding in the car in his puppy purse[which is adorable].
he is getting pretty big, even though he won't get over 10 lbs. he is twice
the size then when i got him. the funniest thing is when him and roxy play
fight, they pin each other and get really into it.
i made up with casey just a little while ago too, which i'm very happy about 
because has deffinately been there for me through so much and i love him and
would do anything for that kid.   

christie had her baby, she's almost 2 months old already. i cant believe how big
she is getting, and so fast. i love her so much. when i hold her and she laughs or
smiles, it's like nothing else matters. nothing that anyone has said to get me down,
nothing that anyone has done to try and hurt me my friends or my family, none of
it matters because here is this completely innocent person and it makes you want
to live a better life and treat people better, because it's practically unimaginable but one
day this perfect pretty girl will have to deal with all this bullshit in the world. that makes 
me so sad i can't even explain it. christie has said she will be the person she wants
parker to be, and i think all that surround her are doing the same, i know i'm trying.
we've all changed so much and it's so crazy because i used to be so easily upset
and pissed off about things people would say or do and i would retalliate. the difference 
now is that i honestly don't care. i have way too much going for me, most of the time i'd
prefer everyone just leave me alone, and not care. because if you don't know me or 
anything about me, then you shouldn't care about anything i do or say, let alone repeat
anything you 'heard.' chances are you did not 'hear' because i don't tell just anyone personal
things, i'm not that dumb.  

i guess i'm just genuinly content. i'm still the same laugh all the time, spontanious, easily
annoyed and sometimes irritated and bitchy emily, but i have a much different approach towards
things now. 

i really enjoy driving and road trips, i'm always down for anything. i wish people wouldn't hessitate 
to try and make some plans, or ask if they can go somewhere with me. especially if you have something
interesting to say, i love talking, i love observing, and i love learning. i still travel ridiculous miles for 
good shows and people, so if ANYONE ever wants to do something, let's do it. we only have this
life to live and i'm not gonna waste my time, where are all you other crazies that think like me, hmm?

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[11 Nov 2006|03:36pm]
I finally changed the look of my LJ after it being the same for like 3 years.

I want more tattoos. I think when I take out a loan for school I'm going to use some of that money for them.
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[06 Nov 2006|12:23pm]
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[25 Oct 2006|11:22am]
I've been through too much to sit back and listen to this. I've been through too much to sit back, while you talk you're shit. I'm still down for life. No matter what you say my heart will never bruise. I know what you want... you're just waiting for me to lose. Well get in fucking line because that won't happen, no not this time. Talk shit say what you wanna say, who cares about you anyways. No one here cares about you anyway.
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[19 Oct 2006|12:56am]
I know that you're a sucker for anything acoustic, but when I say let's keep in touch, I really mean I wish that you’d grow up. This is the first song for your mix tape, and it’s short just like your temper. Somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you got too cool.
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[13 Oct 2006|11:50pm]
I love Tyrant. Today I took him to Hayley's cause I missed her and my aunt, after that Rachel and I took him to a show. We only stayed for like a half hour because it was freezing, and well, really boring. Then we met up with some people at Steak and Shake. My puppy is a trooper, he is such a good boy. Haha, really though.

Tomorrow going to IVY TECH to finish a typography project, then babysitting with Rachel for her sister, hair extentions, and house sitting in Goshen at Tom's. Hopefully Corey comes down! I miss that kid.

When did life get so eventful?
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